i lurve u but i cannot accept u ~

i dun't know why i'm difficult to get him back :((i lurve *** but i cannot accept him .wht should i do ? ?
i was beginning to lose heart with him ~sjak dyew da pat pgnty saia , saia rasew dyew bukn utk saia lagi !patut kew saia jauwh an diry dri dyew ? ?STUFFY !
i felt like want to run far away from him .BUT ! ! !dyew slaluw mncuwl dlm life saia.dyew slaluw sewnt mcgs yg jiwang2 .saia suke tp saia rasew mcm dyew tlaluw bg hrapan .
saia tkuwt utk accept dyew coz saia tkuwt ta mmpu hepy an dyew cm dluwh .so , blew saia pk2 balikx . .better saia kwn jew nan dyew .saia tanak kecewa an dyew ag (^__^)
uurmm , buleyh kew dyew paham nan stuasi nieyh ?saia rasew msty dyew pk saia cjew jew na mewn2 an pasaan dyew .dyew msty benci saia ! ! !
aarrgghhhh ~tensionnyew saia ! ! !tapi tapew larwh ~law uwh takdirnyew , saia time seadewnyew :))

-i'M luRveloRn-